Saturday, January 8, 2011

FUCKED UP!

i'm so fucked up right now!
just got back from work at 12am just now.
got home, had my shower and use the lappy.

i'm so tired and yet, there's this dude trying to spoil my day.
i hate people who judge others, especially when it's your own friend!
come on lah, if you wanna judge people, judge yourself first.

this dude came from a not-so-rich family and yet, has the gut to judge me on the way i dress. he don't like to talk and have difficulties in interacting with girls by the way. he's also a short-tongued guy.
imagine if you were me, how would you feel? i even cried for a week for that sia. i can't believe it.

i'm pretty sure that you guys would talk bad about the person back right?
but me? i just kept quiet and accept the fact although i know, deep inside my heart, i'm deeply hurt. i just don't like to challenge back cause i know that nobody's perfect.

to this dude, you call yourself a guy when you don't like to TALK?
not gentleman some more-.- and you dared to teach me?
you even said that what for i went for religious classes and i don't respect you?

well, religious class is about religion, not respect. religious people don't watch porn, unlike you. religious people think for others. they put others first before themselves. they care for other people's thoughts. that's what i learnt from the class.

fuck you. you think you're a GOD is it? ask me to respect you-.-
FUCK YOU FARHAN MOHAMMAD or Mohd Farhan(who cares)! yeah, i said it. first time huh. i feel so proud of myself sial.

after he had insulted me, guess what?
he told me that he loves me la sial!
comedy sia that guy! he thinks that i'll fall for him back uh? dream on lah! kanasai.

i know lah that my dressings sucks.
but how about you? you think you're too perfect is it?
think for others lah. you're an ego plus an asshole sia if you say like that.

argh. good night la.
gotta wake up early for work tomorrow.

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good night, Mirawr: 1:57 AM